Sheer biker shorts

Naturally...

Found a great benefit from having long, teased, curly hair- LESS MAKEUP REQUIRED! I have this new fascination where I don't wash my hair (you can still take showers and not wash your hair) and I just knot it up and make it as big as possible everyday. It's working out great :). And now I barely apply any makeup because there's enough going on that makeup would only make me look ... gawdy? I'm not sure but I enjoy how simple getting ready in the morning is.

Oh yeah, and I went to the new Forever21 today! It is two stories and has a lot to browse through. Poor men, they only got a corner of one level haha. I got a few things which, due to buyers regret, is stressing me out.

Anyways, our friends' band is having a show tonight so I am waiting around for that to start. Have a good night world!

Riot Rhythem - Sleighbells

Found these "crochet-like" shorts at Buffalo Exchange the other day. Funny thing is I took clothes to sell and instead just bought something and made no money at all. Haha. Right now just waiting for 8pm so I can go out for some drinks. Listening to some amazing music! Right now I am all about The XX, Sleighbells, We Are Wolves, The Radio Dept, and The Helio Sequence- to name a few (very few). Ahhh music! :)

Wannabe Loner

I'm discovering that I have a lot of passion and creativity- passion and creativity that I seem to unconciously shove under the rug in order to focus on my social life. Why do I do that? My social life is going no where. I only end up getting wasted and fighting with someone. Blah...I'm really bummed on myself right now.

It may sound weird to those who know how to balance their social life but sometimes I feel that I need to become a loner for a few months to really discover what I can do. I need to seclude myself from everyone and just sit in my apartment and work on something! Figure out the crazy ways I can entertain myself and possibly discover a talent! I mean, I already have ideas on what I want to do- mainly experiment with a bass guitar and write songs.

I just feel that I'm not digging deep enough into my subconscious. I'm only scrapping the top outer layer which gives me nothing to work with and instead of continuing to scrape away, I end up giving up.

I may not be there yet, but I feel myself changing for the better. I feel myself drifting away from the desire to party every night and instead work on what really matters to me, my musical career :). It's been an interest my whole life, so maybe once I let go and open my creative gates it will just flow...flow into order.

FYI: Listening to The Radio Dept. Radio Station on Pandora.com. LOVE IT!